Last paper tmr, fucksake, i feel so angsty now, probably 'cause i am still stuck in fuckin london doing fucking exams.. But thank god, it's all coming to an end now (take two) but i still gotta wait two weeks here before the results are out. URGH. I shall only think about all the regrets i have had for the whole year only after i know that i have passed the year and have at least two months of freedom. Having to do these resits fucked up plans, firstly, fucked up a 6 week research attachment in Singapore with some National Institute of Infectious Diseases which would had been fuckin cool, secondly, wanted to spend time with friends that were goin overseas for studies, esp yisze and han siang.. hope you guys are having a great time at australia. damn thinking about han siang makes me think about the beef noodles man. oh well we only have to wait till decemeber.. haha.

Oh wells, i guess that in life u can never expect your "plans" to go smoothly, that's one thing i learnt in the past month stuck in london, that u have to expect the unexpected everyday, anything can happen.. such as a bloody thunderstorm in the summer! fucking hell, fucking poured for the past week! but one thing i know for sure,

I DO NOT WANT TO DO OR TALK OR LOOK AT ANYTHING RELATED TO MEDICINE IN THE SUMMER.

Dun get me wrong, i have a passion to be a doctor (apparently), butI am overloaded on information already.


I wish that ppl would not think im a medical student from London and go "Woah, you must be so smart/damn rich!!", like come the fuck on, what am i suppose to reply to that? i dun like carrying that burden of being a medical student, of being needing to be the cream of the crop, yes im studying medicine overseas, but i am still a JB boy. My heart lies there and i miss home every fucking day. I know where my roots' at, I still enjoy the chilled out lifestyle back home, I dun pile myself in books all day, yes for the past 4 months. I just dun want ppl, esp my so called friends, to look at me differently..

Bigups to yue mern, that bro of mine came down a few times and taught me how to skate, thanks man, been a pleasure.. esp the last time u came down, timed it really well like two weeks before the exams! haha. yeah, definitely meeting up in the summer an tear the skate parks APART..