gram Positive?

okay, i just did my OSPE and Spotter exams, it was relly tough, as usual, some quesitons in OSPE just didnt make any sense, and they asked us about blood pressure? Shit. it was tough. and stupid me had concepts wrong, like Gram positive stain is actually blue/black but i thought it was red!!!!!!!! that means screwed OSPE question AND Spotter questions. how could I? i mean, if i dun even know me concepts well, how am i gonna pass? well if i pass, i dun thik i will deserve it. I mean these exams would test us on the basic conncpts that we alreay know on our fingertips ( supposedly), but oh well, i dun blame anyone but myself. THose people that have been there listening to my rants ( you know who u are), n im really thankful where at times like these, u know that ppl are actually genuinely there for you and checking on you once in a while. I already decided that if i dun pass, i would just tell my parents i would not go home, cuz there is no point if i failed and i should go enjoy myself back home with the food and weather and all that. I shuld stay bak and study. well that sounds sad, but if u were in my position, u wouldnt DARE to go home.. Well that's wat i think anywayz, I have an MCQ paper tmr, and i havent started LAPT yet! damn, ok enuff ranting, i better get my concepts sorted and all... ALl the best to everyone who's doing the exams right now. See ya.